Poshdii

Taking a risk in love Chapter 2 Forth piece Another dawn, the varsity escort finally arrived, my bags backed up and I was ready to go. I was the last foot to step on the full bus and the only chair left was the one next to the guy I met yesterday at the men's room I confused to be the ladies'  “Sorry about yesterday " I greeted him with an apology. His blue eyes stared for seconds then finally his face granted me a smile with his gestures offering me a seat. "It is okay, we all make mistakes and you are not an exception!" He said.  His smile was more than a facial expression, it was bright enough to let my bitter heart ease. His blue eyes became a window to his soul and i saw inside, a part of me. Suddenly I felt something weird, I ran out of air, my body froze and the only sound I could hear was my sprinting heartbeat, the only picture I saw was my self alone in the bus. Split a second it stopped leaving me in amazement. "Are you okay?" The g...

The birth of poshdii Chapter 1 continue... Third piece For a moment there, i thought life was friendlier to Poshdii than Precious because for as long as I called myself Poshdii I was able to truly love again. Christopher was my first boyfriend but i couldnt help but picture his as my true love. Little did i know that true love is a theory of some old notion, they said it was not supposed to leave I felt mine in motion. So I needed to take caution and learn that life is a lesson so I had to take notes. A dinner date we had. Flowers on the table but butterflies in my stomach. All was well until he tasted like spoiled milk. He spoke while i became bitter but I sweetly smiled as he continued to speak. He said... "I am so sorry Poshdii but it is over, I can not date you if I can not even touch you." I was confused because I strongly believe  that love is not something we can run out of, so when he said those words "its over" I realized that it was not there from th...

T he birth of Poshdii Chapter 1 continue... Second piece I finally arrived at Roselood. Then I met Nicole who was going to be my roommate. We started on a clean slate. She portrayed the vision of a self i so long longed to be. I pretended like im not known to pain, like I haven’t met the sky thing. Life become sweets and candy! Later on that day, a gentle voice called beside me “Excuse me” said that stranger. I looked up and my heart was stolen "There is a problem with my phone, would you like to help?” politely asked the stranger “Yes!” I answered. Then he said “it doesn’t have your numbers” I smiled for my mind was blown away, and there I was… Not thinking. I giggled for a second. Now I'm too ashamed to admit, but the guy easily took my numbers. It was like, my heart finally gave in... The night began with a lovely girly chart with Nicole. I was more than alive, I was a child again. After hearing her love stories I op...